Dearest Paul, you will be forever young!!! You will always be 44!!! Not a year older on your face, no extra little wrinkles just perfect you at 44!! You will never age in my mind, always young. I so miss you Paul, I hope in my life time I do not have to feel how I feel with the mourning I feel for you. For someone else close to my heart to not be here anymore would be so unbearable now that I know how it feels to loose someone close to your heart, in life you gain wisdom but this sort of wisdom is not welcome!! Always in my thoughts Paul, you are one in a million dear brother and friend xxx