Dearest Paul, you know what I am feeling right now, I so know you are here and now. I so love knowing that Mum and & I are reading the same special book. I hope Mum gets healing from it, I am excited that I know you are here with me, I get it now, you are in a place that we could only wish to be. 5 months today that you have left in body but not in soul I know you are around me forever, how lucky until we meet again. I will never be scared of dying again Paul, having you to meet me on the other side is quite something xxxxx