My dearest Paul, how lucky I feel to have had you as my brother, to love and laugh with you. We don't always have close bonds within families but we have been one of the lucky ones!! I have returned from spending a weekend with Mum & Dad and have a few momentoes that I have brought back to remind me of you.. Every morning I open the cupboard and your coffee container is there to greet me!! Love it. I love having your things around me, it feels so comforting. Mum & Dad are still a long way from being healed, I am sure that will never fully happen but I hope and pray for them that the day will come that they will have peace, that they will meet you as I will and again be comforted by you. As always I miss you, I love you and I would give anything to have you back Paul xxxx