Dearest Paul, how do we fix Mum & Dad?? Impossble task but how I wish I could!! People have said to me it gets worse before it gets better... can't imagine it more worse than this. All I hear is the words that Dad said when he told me you had gone, how everyones lifes change in a second forever. It really is unreal and to come to terms with no more Paul!! I can't come to terms with this it is just so odd, I often think of your last moments Paul an awful thought but I do, I get no solace I love you dear brother keep watching over us we miss you xxxxx